down on the west coast


Trying to push feelings away, irritates me so much

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Discovering the only two other gay people in college are dating each other-

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s9311:

I want to get high
I want to get fucked up
I want to kill it all away
I want to make this stop
I want to make that start
I want to forget
I want to empty out
I want to be filled up
I want to disappear
I want to disappear


I want to stick it in
pull it back
and push it in
And disappear

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